gemuk itu lawa?

Hari ni kerja saya membaca blog aje.

Semalam kerja saya online window shopping. (but it ended up shopping. owh tak tahannn)
thank you gigi if that jacket was your treat.

Best kan intern.

Because i got bored with my routine so i started gym to get rid all these fats away.Just started yesterday and it was refreshing.

Ye, saya dah gemuk. Kadang2 kalau pakai baju yang cm baby doll cut, some insensetive people will say.. 'u pregnant berapa bulan? ' . The word pregnant, bulat, raksaksa berlemak, gemuk, besar, fat sangat sensetive di gegendang telinga saya jika ditujukan kepada saya. hurm. emo.

Kadang2 saya terpikir penting sangat ke nak jadi kurus cam catwalk model walaupun tinggi mereka 2 kali ganda tinggi saya (itu sudah melampau).

Menyusahkan jugak. Badan saya cam yo-yo (bukan sebab die bulat). Tapi sebab berat badan saya cepat naik dan cepat turun. Haish. susah nak maintain tau!

Tapi.... I want to look good in anything i wear. Doesn't anyone want that?

Nak cantik itu sakit.

So my dearest mummy says.. do not eat fattening food (banyak sayur..etc and kurang carbs) and go to the gym everyday.
Bermula dari semalam, saya transform kepada seekor kambing yang hanya makan sayur di malam hari.

Terharu kerana dia kisahkan saya. Owh saya tak stress. Saya suka gym dan sayur tapi bukan suka nak jadi kambing.

To orang-orang who thought that i'm pregnant or called me raksaksa berlemak,

At least i have booty and jellies to work it out. You skinny little insecure asses.