naive la sangat.

if I was attracted, wouldn't it change my status to "in a relationship"?
if I didnt reply or answer, wouldn't it be rude?
but somehow it was a 'hint' to you when all I wanted to say was
not more than friends.
and I mean not more than friends because I am not attracted.
mentally,emotionally, physically.
if you should know, 143 bucks can't even pay my shoes.
what makes that the value to invest in me ?
anyway I am not a freggin stock or bond to invest in.
never thought an innocent "being concern as a friend"
turns out to be a whole new lie.
the way you portray me in your dirty lies
its as if I was giving hopes and a gold digger?
assuming that I am naive and will definitely fall for you
by planning to buy or buying me things that I can afford
is fucking lame.
twist your stories all you want.
you're not even an inch close to me even if you don't tell lies.

rindu bangat.

I miss my girls (that includes you gigi) terribly now. You know who you are.

My girls (and gigi) will never make me upset. They are never childish in some sense.

We can be really honest and slumber but still nothing we say to each other hurts a lot (even some people might think its too 'bitchy' too handle).

You girls (and gigi) just get me.. get it? And wouldn't mind that much bout what i blab about because its non-sense.

Here, its kinda different.

Some people just don't accept how pricky i can be sometimes and label me as a 'bitch'.

Which is sad honestly.

I miss my girls and my gigi too.



note: gigi is a guy.