i need a fairy godmother.

I was invited to this party.
Its this Friday and kinda sudden.
If I decided to go then..
BIG problem.I left all the nice dresses at home.
Along with my clutch and heels.
coz I didn't think I'd be partying again this sem.

but...

Solution : modify this plain boring wrap dress of mine!

All i need is
1. my plain boring wrap dress
2. a black sash
3. needle and thread
4. imagination


when i succeed modifying my dress. I'll upload a picture aite?


p/s: i need a mask, heels and clutch. anyone want to lend me ? hehe.

jay kay dan topi ajaibnya and botb utp

It's annoying kan internet in UTP.
refresh 10 juta kali.
like we don't even know it coz everyone is complaining everyday.

anywhos.... jamiroquai was kickin awesome funky! worth paying 50 bucks, having some sort of allergic on my feet (bintik2 merah gatal2 tot it was chicken pox) and getting wet just to grove and most of all turning my red aldo pumps into a fader color. thank you muddy place.
conclusion: beli la kasut plastic macam crocs if i were to go to places like that.

step into my transporter so i can teleport ya all over my heavenly body!

too bad he didn't play electric mistress, dynamite and corner of the earth.

this weekend: euphonious (utp's own version of botb) and this adds two years ago excuse me was on that very stage performing starlight and bunyi gitar. kebaya top and jeans was their trade mark because no shorts / short skirts/ sleeveless/ off shoulder allowed infront VIP. and disaster keyboard tak bunyi masa starlight and violin was out of tune.

I'm not gonna complain more but I yawned throughout the event. except masa bunkface and doc mat and superfriends. credit to pdus yg finally the only one that i think ketuk drum kuat gile terkejut aku dari menguap! so enthusiastic. and to bunkface, yang tuka setting amp and rock the stage sampai rasa macam nak lompat macam kat gig. terima kasih. akhir nya. ini la live band. amp kuat yang best didengar. baru feel.
the contestants were .... and one of the emcee was fucking annoying jerit kat mic like we're pekak and the winner was so unexpected. ade ke buat lagu mammamia bunyi cam punk rock tapi cakap tu heavy metal. wei pg dengar metallica la wei! boo!!!

p/s: apesal semua emcee C for the past and present eupho annoying? i'm not racist.

all by myself

karma strikes twice
and being alone in this jungle is not funny.
without friends,
without a boyfriend.
now i can say that i know what is it like being alone once.
and talking to people just online. 50% of the people i talk online are the people who i no longer see even when i'm at home.

a year ago.. whenever i get abandon i'll always have my ex to be with. Now when i get abandon its just me, myself and i.
oh wait, how can i get abandon.
I don't even have that much friends here. now.
I get it others have other obligations and i am a L.
why don't i have a bf now?
because all utp guys are losers. haha.
no.. i'm just not interested regardless utp or not.
i wish to feel belonged to a group of people who i can click here.
Just like when i'm at home. i feel belonged and comfortable. explained why i'm always home during weekends.

oh how can i bear with it for a month or more. i'll miss you....
Ayuni who is more sensible than i am
Firah. I'll be missing our starbucks time talking bout getting rich and listening to you babbling
about politics.
4 amazing girls back at home who loves to dress up once in a while for a fancy dinner
the one in Germany who can make me empty my atm in a day with shopping
the one in indon who'll come back in july. I'll be waiting baby! terharu gilak gue.. lo membuat
panggilan dari sulawesi pada hari lahir gue. sorry ya ika, webcam gue nggak berfungsi dan
internet gue di sini sprti siput babi. nggak dapat gue melihat pipi lo yang semakin tembam. hahah.
my perasan handsome brotherly suka band mate saya sort of brother
and you who's reading my blog, i don't know or know who you are. haha.

I want it all

ok ni wish list birthday. Sile post semua ni ke 7, jalan ...... ......... 2, ..../....B , 40100 , Shah Alam or just give it by hand to me. thank you. love you.

1.purse <--- mama dah volunteer nak beli. :D
2.skinny jeans grey (hint:miss selfridges)
3.black flats(that one is at pull and bear)
4.handbag.coach hamptons in raspberry or something similar
5.ipod nano in red specifically.
6.gucci shades.gedik ok.
7.new running shoes.nike! because the old ones tapak nak tercabut n i just want a new one.hmm
8.an interesting book.(hints:to ilai or tasha because I know I'll read whatever the book is as long as its not as annoying as twilight)
9.a year supply of fruits.(macam impossible and merepek tapi nak)
10.trip to perhentian.
11.waist belts black and red
12.dress comel that won't make me look like a pregnant lady.
13.gladiator-ish heels at zara.
14.painting of a daisy.
15.sewing machine
16.mannequin
17.sponsor backpacking to europe
18.chocolate molten cake + 22 candles. heheeee...
19.belanja movie + chilli's (number 18 is included)
20.......
21.........
22...........


what I don't need is ...
1. cardigans - too many
2. teddy bears - they just freak me out.
3. chocolates
4. anything purple unless its nice in purple

p/s: tinggi sangat cita2.Nak masuk 22 pon kuat berangan lagi. oh joanna, step in reality.

the anime version.

My cousin (alif) thinks if i transformed into an anime character, i would look like this :

Not the dude. Its the chic. She looks like me (as alif said).
His keyword for describing the similarity was "petite, mata besar and ada la iras2 reen".




p/s: nama character ni aisaka taiga. I was curious so i googled. hehe.

naive la sangat.

if I was attracted, wouldn't it change my status to "in a relationship"?
if I didnt reply or answer, wouldn't it be rude?
but somehow it was a 'hint' to you when all I wanted to say was
not more than friends.
and I mean not more than friends because I am not attracted.
mentally,emotionally, physically.
if you should know, 143 bucks can't even pay my shoes.
what makes that the value to invest in me ?
anyway I am not a freggin stock or bond to invest in.
never thought an innocent "being concern as a friend"
turns out to be a whole new lie.
the way you portray me in your dirty lies
its as if I was giving hopes and a gold digger?
assuming that I am naive and will definitely fall for you
by planning to buy or buying me things that I can afford
is fucking lame.
twist your stories all you want.
you're not even an inch close to me even if you don't tell lies.

Shop till you Drop

I was at OU last Friday with iL.
Shopping was such a bliss.
Its the best therapy so far.
(omg i sound so gedik)
Anyway, iL wanted to go to this accessory shop.
I'm not gonna name which one.
So there we were just browsing.
I was trying out rings and this particular
flower ring caught my attention.
I picked it up from the rack and it just slipped
and fell on the marble floor.
I panicked because the flower was somewhere on the floor
instead of the ring.
So i picked it up and say to iL.
"lets pretend we're looking at this ring
and find a place to put it"
she found a place somewhere at the racks and i hid it there.
We quickly left the shop.
None of the sales assistant saw that because the shop was full.
The ring cost nearly 50 bucks.

I guess i was jinxed because after that few things slipped from my hand. Till today. :(