Friday, October 7

Happily Ever After?

It's been six years. I am now married with a baby. Sounds like an ending to a typical chic lit where they decided they can't live without each other, reconcile, kissed, got married and they lived happily every after. To add to that perfectly pictured situation, she found out she was pregnant. You put down that book wondering why can't i have that sort of relationship? Where did all the good guys went? Where's my happy ending? Putting high expectations towards relationship. Such a disappointment.

Monday, December 6

Hello new chapter.

Since its new year. Might as well start writing.

Been busy. Really busy. And now I get a chance to date with this lappie and my broadband without anyone interfering. I'll conteng2 my blog like I conteng2 my organizer during dull meetings.


I haven't lose that much weight. I'm still trying. Must resist sugar. Target this new year to look good in a pair of jeans and flats with out looking like a teddy bear.

I'm starting to think of doing something i really like. Like buat baju and bukak kedai baju indie comel and be happy or buat hantaran, wedding stuff then there goes the imagination then fast forward I jadi wedding planner hebat.

What happen to my job? Its still on going but I have no excitement. Or maybe there's no Ryan Reynolds in the office? Maybe. But what ever it is I can't live on LaLa land, do whatever I want like I'm some Tan Sri's daughter. So I'll keep the job and try find Ryan Reynolds. ehh tak. and try find excitement.

Oh wedding bells did ring. Congrats my darling Ned. Lovely wedding, lovely couple.And yes the video did bring tears to....the bridesmaid beside me. ehem. hahaha. So after this I'm waiting for more invites and some more bridesmaid dresses? Made a pale pink kebaya (which i can't wait for it to siap because I know its awesome!) for Kak Long's wedding in January - the theme is pink. Please don't ask when is my turn. I would love to but I don't think I'm ready yet so is the current bf.

I guess this is it. See you next time. :)

Sunday, October 24


i haven't blogged for a long time.
so it feels weird to write here.
i have so many things to write but couldn't inspire myself to write.
i'm bored and talking on the phone with no respond is a one way communication.
yea.. contoh long distance relationship yang terbaik.

Wednesday, September 8


Baju raya tak siap.
Tak pe. Boleh beli ready made

Bangun pagi and mata kiri bengkak merah dan sepet 2 hari
sebelum raya memang tak best.
Seriously tak skodeng orang.

Nampaknye tahun ni pakai eye patch masa raya.
Baru lanun.

Selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin.
Bagi yang drive balik kampung,
Awas! Malaikat maut di hadapan.

Monday, August 16


I found this on post secret. Weddings are nice and really lovely to plan but the idea of getting married is probably a nightmare to me. I'm scared. Enuff said.

Saturday, August 14

Kicking Squealing Gucci Little Piggy

I randomly browse a shoe rack at Mango.
It had no signs of the babi bulat.
So I picked up a pair of pretty heels among all those dull sandals.
Checked around but there were no spots.
Asked Maria to checked it again. No spots.
Tried it and it was my size.
Still in doubt, I asked the cashier.
She confirmed it wasn't what I wish it wasn't.
Oh Joy! New heels!
Went back home to try it on again.
But this time I took the time to read the label which is in spanish.
It says there...
Sole 100% pork skin
Lining 80% cow skin, 20% pork skin.
Angry as I was I asked for a refund. I don't want to exchange with something else.
And the cashier told me she KNEW it was pig skin. She sold it to me because she did sell a pig skin shoe to a malay girl. Plus she refuse to refund me.
Called the shop manager and explained the situation. She refuse to refund at first.
Then I told her in a very angry tone. The shoe is not even broken and I can't even touch it why should I exchange?

At last.. I got my refund! hehe

p/s: why are all the pretty shoes contains pig skin lining? why can't they change the lining for muslim market? That would be awesome.

Sunday, August 8

adreen torres

It was hectic. Busy non stop. tak cukup tido and tak dapat gayut with Jude.

1. It was a working day and went to a graduation party as if it was weekend the next day. Ended up an hour of sleep and I'm like a zombie at work.

2. Went to watch kanak2 Virtuso perform with Mars after work. Bumped into Tasha, Noin, Pes, etc etc.. Gila reunion. By the way, you guys made history to perform there. And suara Ern sangat best :D

3. Woke up really 'early' for Firah's convocation. I jadi tukang angkat bunga. Its ok. Mine is next. Its weird, I already graduated almost a year by the time i have my convocation. And next straight to my Tok Teh's kenduri doa selamat.

4. Today I played futsal with the girls. Special appearance by Maria Elena. She did scored a goal. It was fun and I never knew I had that much stamina to play for an hour. Usually pancit je after 20 mins :P

"Duduk diam2 ye adik. nak tangkap gamba ni" this is firah's bf and me.credits to Afiq

Andd.... this is me n bff!!! Congratulations darling! I still owe you a graduation dinner or lunch which ever you nak. omg terharu coz its like yesterday je we're both 13. :')

Most important, I had fun with my close ones. Love you people to bits!.

p/s: today I am Adreen Torres, I play for spain. (that's why stamina kuat ;) )

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