Thursday, November 27

tentang make up

A really girlish post isn't it?

Yesterday was my sister's (yuni) birthday. My parents would love to spend 1000++ for a good slr for her present. But unfortunately they couldn't find one.
So, to make it up to her, my mum bought her one set of beneffit make up that cost around 300 ++. She always wanted it. She's 14 by the way.
While watching this 'lembut guy' applying blusher, lipgloss and what so ever on her face, my mind floated somewhere else...

I am 21. Still new in this make up thingy. I don't even own a make up base? foundation? lipgloss? (lipgloss n rouge pot is different). Ok, I don't own a complete set of make up. And even guys apply make up wayyyyy better than me. Transforming yuni's face with pimples and scars into jenny humpfrey. I can't even make my skin looked like baby bum.

I remembered when i was 14. Lipbalm whaat?

How advance high school kids today. Well, she was delighted. She's been collecting those benefit catalogue since forever. Its a 3 piece set of benetint, dandelion and ape tah satu lg tu its in a yellow ish tube.

And it came to my mind.. i LOVE natural beauty the most... jealousy? tak kot.

Monday, November 24

The day I couldn't meet you.

I was so frustrated....

Owh why...

I don't know to call this selfish or its my responsibility.

yesterday (sunday),
I woke up really early and did every single thing you listed even did extra chores, mum still won't let me go.
Mum's reason is.. she can't count on adik. She needed me to help so that she can go gossipping and chatting with you cousin.
But I haven't met him in months and another 8 months to go not knowing if i could see him again.
This is TOUTURING me.
But still, if I wasn't there to help, it still didn't make any different.
You made me felt so sorry for myself for being too obedient.
Now I'll never know when..
We will just walk around hands in hands
We will talk over a cup of coffee
We will explore shops and drool about things we can't afford (lain kot doing it online)
We will dine at fancy places or any thing we never tried

I miss you the most. I WISHED i could spend the whole day with you. Should have been yesterday. Its just sad.

Thursday, November 20

Lola the kancil.

She has be friends with me since i was in my high school years.

She was my mum's but i named her Lola because of her lilac body.

Its been years with Lola.. during rich or poor, happy or sad.

She even followed me when i took my SPM results and heard tears of disappointment from me.

Its gonna be my final year in a two months.

I need a car. I need to move around a lot.

So, Lola comes to Uni with me for my final year.

From now on, I will take care of Lola and give her all the love in this world! (ermm .. corny nye aku.) bf x de nxt sem. so perlu sayang Lola banyak2.


Wednesday, November 19

Just to kill time

I was tagged by zizi. Thanks for knowing how bored i am here :D

Starting time : 11:32

Name : Adreen.

Sisters : Ayuni.

Brothers : 0

Shoe size : five

Height : 5 feet

Where do you live : Section 9 shah alam

Have you ever...
Been on a plane : Yup.

Swam in the ocean : swam a little bit further from the shore? yes.

Fallen asleep at school :obviously yes

Broken someone’s heart : maybe

Fell off your chair : owh never.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : i guess so.

Saved e-mails : only important ones

What is your room like : under construction

What’s right beside you: phones. 2 of them. one is not mine tho.

What is the last thing you ate : pecan and bananas

Chicken pox : are itchy and leaves scars. had those when i was 4.

Sore throat : can be prevented by drinking warm water daily and no screaming.

Stitches : none

Broken nose : never

Do you believe in love at first sight : nope. only in movies

Like picnics : would love to.

Who is the person...
You last danced with : my sister

Who last made you smile : kak sue.

You last yelled at : Brownie

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like : yeap.. ina.

Kiss anyone : hehee *blush*

Get sick : Not yet

Talk to an ex : prefer to avoid

Miss someone : almost everyone whose been missing for a while.

Who do you really hate: no one i can think of

Do you like your hand-writing : not at all

Are your toe nails painted : nope

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: ina's or iylia's bed.

What color shirt are you wearing now : purple

Are you a friendly person : in front certain people?

Do you have any pets : Brownie, the gedik cat

Do you sleep with the TV on : nope

What are you doing right now : this tag thinggy

Can you handle the truth : depends

Are you closer to your mother or father : Dad

Do you eat healthy : i guess so.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : erm.. yes. i think. maybe somewhere i couldn't find

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Mum

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : hurmm.. loud.

Are you confident : Some times

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
  • I was staying in Subang Jaya
  • I wasn't girlish at all
  • My best friend and i would do artsy stuffs and exchange with each other
  • I was fat because i ate a lot of fatty things
  • ....

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
  • Build a lovely house
  • Get a jet plane
  • Open wedding boutiques and couture houses
  • Build my parents a lovely house
  • Have a vacation in space

5 of my bad habits:
  • Hot tempered
  • Easily lose confident
  • Irrational sometimes
  • Paranoid
  • .....

5 places I’ve lived:
  • Leeds, Uk
  • Subang Jaya
  • Shah Alam
  • Perak (does uni counts?)
  • ??

5 People I am tagging:
  • Ina
  • Tasha
  • Iylia
  • Noin
  • Kak sue

Can't take my eyes off you

Owh inananana,
Why do you have to show me all those lovely bags....
I know we'll eventually will fall in love with these beauties
Jual beribu2 bulu ketiak pon belum tentu dapat.

Coach Hamptons leather. I love!

Friday, November 14

Gila Gula

I been such a hypocrite lately.

I'm sorry tummy for hurting your feelings.

I (my tummy) crave for...









I been avoiding these stuffs since the gym post.

Adreen sila control makan.. kamu kene makan banyak sayur dan buah.

But I'm craving like crazy.
owh bole jadi gila. dah la semua bende dekat dan mudah dapat.
I'm not in utp for crying out loud.

Wednesday, November 12

Hey! don't be rude.

The server was down around 3pm yesterday. So everyone couldn't do their work. Including me.

There was this staff, lets name her L. She came banging at this intern's desk. Lets name him E.

L: Eyh, where's the internet? I cannot do my work. I have tonns of work to do now. Tell me how
am i suppose to do my work? (in an angry tone)
E: We're sorry for that but the server is down now.
L: Ya la i know la. But so many people cannot do their work now. I also cannot do my work. Its
disturbing you know.
E: But it will be for a while. Its going to be fine later. Don't worry. They are checking the server.
L: Later? I don't have time to wait. I have work to do now.
E: Its just not you. I also have work to do.
L: ...(went off)

So that was how the conversation goes (kinda coz i can't remember the exact words). Anyway, my cubicle is next to E's.

To L, you are very rude. We know we are interns but it does not mean you can be rude to us.

In the end,
Me and E went to the server room and stayed for a while to escape angry staffs. hehe.

Sorry peeps. Server was down for an hour. Doesn't affect that much aite?

Kecoh la L. Don't make a big fuss out of it bitch. :)

Monday, November 10

can i post twice a day?

isn't her voice just wonderful? actually i feel that way at the moment. no, i'm not letting anyone go. i'm just sad.


i got bangs!
i'll post a picture if i ever take one.

Thursday, November 6

Somewhere over the rainbow

I saw a full arched rainbow
after a drizzling morning.
It reminded me of My Little Pony.

Tuesday, November 4

To someone that matters.

Today i feel calm like a baby sleeping in a cradle.

Yesterday was just a few wet pages of a paperback novel.

Throw all the anger, goldfish eyes and the black heart in a jar.

Today is a new day like this post.

I'll change if that only makes you want to call me your sister and be proud of it.

I'm sorry for being too young at heart.

Monday, November 3

Soalan2 yang perlu dijawab hari ni

I was tagged by Fithri Natasha Merissa Kartika Ishak.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Burn him like he burn my heart. hahaha. x la. just let it be and forget.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Travel all around the world.

3. If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
I'd try to pee in a bottle. ha ha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Big house and big car is overrated kan? So, i'll by myself an island and build a nice resort.
grow money. more money.

5. Will you fall in love with your friend?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
love myself.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don't know.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
dang!! melepas. nothing.

9. Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
once. but i didn't snatch. its more like bermadu. eww.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
anything got to do with feeling guilty to my mum n dad.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
I'd be 31. Not married. Shoppaholic. A wedding planner. Travel alot.

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Bising, annoying, baik, a good listener. saya sayang kamu macam mana pon cik tasha.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Can i skip this one?

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up today?
Tarik selimut tido balik and set snooze 9 minit kemudian.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Define all. Not really. I'd be stupid to lose my dignity for it.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hurm. me and you.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yes. I do forgive and forget. Even god forgives.

19. What is your feeling rite now?
I don't know. I was happy. Then I'm annoyed. so its happily annoyed.

I am tagging:

kak sue

and anyone nk buat.

cik lanun

My photo
I used to believe that we can live on clouds.