Thursday, July 30

Parking Spot

Bloody 'fellow' parking sign.
The thing is, it was dark last night when I was looking for a parking spon when the girls said "tuuuu ada dekat gila dengan cafe" I pun happily reverse parked Charlie (ceh nak jugak cakap sebab i rarely park properly at first attempt). Obviously non of us realize that it was actually fellow parking spot.
So I was greeted good morning by a love letter from the guards. 30 bucks melayang dah.
When I came back from class, I saw a honda kapchai parked at that fellow parking spot that invades not even half the parking spot.
Now I'm starting to wonder what's the purpose of a fellow parking spot when they rarely park there or just occupy half the parking lot.


p/s: I solemly swear that I shall not skip any classes for this last semester.

Tuesday, July 28

B-I-M-BO

The other day me and him are looking for this chinese restaurant somewhere in PJ but we got lost because I'm terrible at giving directions. I'm known for getting lost anyway.

So I told him with a very serious expression " Kalau I sesat I selalu tengok sign board "

Then he was like " Oh, ye ke? kalau cam tu I pon nak tengok sign board la " in a very sarcastic way.

I just realize how bimbo I was.
sigh!
No wonder people don't take me seriously.

Monday, July 27

a piece of awkwardness

She asked how do you feel?
He said I don't know.
I don't know.

if She asked do you still love me ? and
if He said I don't know.
She'll walk away.

Sunday, July 26

Girls Only

At last the 5 of us had dinner like the good old days. Since Nina will be flying to aussie soon this will be the last time we'll see her. And news flash! I received an engagement invitation from.. jeng jeng jeng!
Anywhos,it was sudden that i decided to go home. My parents were shocked, my girlfriends were shocked and firah was delighted because i canceled our date last week.
Actually my parents were a little bit furious about the idea of me coming back. Long story short, we are financially not stable. But then again I use my own money. No arguements there.
I blame the economy down turn. Depressing times. I hope I'll get a stable job soon

Enough of being depressed. Highlight of this weekend is girlfriends. Looking back at how we bond after school, until now we still have the ritual of dressing up nicely and fancy dinner nights. Didn't realize how fast time flies. Two graduated, two is still studying, one continue study and one is getting engaged. It seems like yesterday we lepak comot2 at mamak and had like a gazillion planned trips but never made it.
As usual. We dressed nicely but we had ribs. And chewy brownies. nyum!
And finally I spend time with firah. Make it up to her because I had to cancel last week. Plus she is one busy woman and I have no idea what if she's running for president.
My weekend was packed even when he's training in some jungle in borneo. I can't imagine if he's at home. Probably I should wear a t shirt that says 'my boyfriend's out of town' .

Thursday, July 23

Forget me do.


I'm sitting here staring at the same window for the past 3 years.
I never knew I'd graduate feeling alone and empty.
That warm belonged feeling no longer exist in this place.
Thinking this semester would be exciting is totally wrong.
Its actually the same as last semester except less lonely
with a different type of comfort.
But one thing for sure,
Things will never be the same like it was 3 years ago.



Tuesday, July 21

blergh

I want to fast forward this semester so that I won't feel like blergh.
Highlight for today is puasa-tido-period. yes la memang best. Why can't it wait for another 4 hours to come so that I can ganti for one whole day. So period cramps didn't make my day. I'm chocolate craving, attention craving and masa attention craving la he can just hilang POOF!








p/s: I miss late night calls and laughing.

Sunday, July 19

My very last semester break

I had a wonderful time.
I must admit its the best.
I had too much fun in the sun.
Probably I am the happiest then.
But they say, good things will eventually end.
Oh sem break, why do I have to leave you.
Why must I go back for more back aches and headaches.
Why? Why? Why?
Ok, someone give me a tissue. Sobs.



This is so random. I would like to dedicate this song to someone who takes the morning train.







p/s: saya dah susun jadual waktu. anda bila lagi? by the way, why malaysian studies sesat on a friday afternoon? blergh!

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I used to believe that we can live on clouds.