I get you.

Saya hyperactive. Meow.

kepala pening kene bola.
memang sah2 kene rembat dengan tahap laju maksimum.
terima kasih encik goal keeper.
sekarang saya boleh melihat bintang2 dengan dekat.
tapi ada hati nak main layang2 lepas tu.
siap lari2 satu padang sebab nak bagi layang2 naik tinggi.
balik rumah terus rasa biul.
padan muka.

the tutu and the round tummy

There was once a little girl.
She wore a pink tutu
and had bangs for her bob hair.
You may think she's the cutest thing but...
when she entered a room with a huge mirror as a wall
All eyes stared at her.
The other little girls looked at her.
Soon whispered to each other.
The other parents looked at her
with an expression of disbelief.
"How can a FAT girl dance ballet?"
Probably this was what they thought.
You see, the other little girls are skinny as sticks!
Of course the teacher gave a warm welcome to her.
It was her first time.
She enjoyed it despite how round she was.
She may not play as a princess,
But she was a happy little pumpkin.
Until one day one of the girls came up
and told her that she was fat and she can't dance.
As you expect she got upset.
She told her mom she wanted to quit ballet
without any reason.
Since then she discovered a new word-Ugly.

its all about the money.

Saya nak shopping.
Tapi tak de duit.
Saya nak jalan-jalan (pegi pasar, ambik adik dari sekolah dan beli makanan kucing tak termasuk).
Tapi minyak kene saving.
Saya nak bercuti-cuti naik kapal terbang.
Tapi mama cakap sekarang ni macam-macam penyakit. sebenarnye tak de duit. saya tahu.
Saya nak lepak.
Tapi saya rasa semua orang busy. tak mahu la ganggu. lagi sekali sebenarnye saya tak de duit.
Cari kerja?
Tak mahu la. dah la nak grad dah pastu sape nak tolong mama kalau bukan saya?

Is money everything? does money makes the world go round?

Kita manusia tak pernah puas hati kan? be thankful for once and feel how wonderful life is.

Frustrated or Rejected or Both

Go to a bookstore and get a good motivation self building book.
Get a cup of peppermint tea.
Sit at a cozy corner of that coffee shop.
Read that book.

Honestly, it cures frustration. Doesn't matter what the frustration is. I think it even works for rejection or when someone tells you that you are not good looking enough.



p/s: a warm hug works like a wave of a wand.

Pebbles.

I would want to remember today.

9 June 2009

and freeze the last 2 hours.

Doolu-doolu dan Sekarang.

Doolu-doolu
Braces was nerdy looking, unpopular and zero chances of getting attention from the guys.

Sekarang
Braces is cool. Even if your teeth are straight but not perfectly straight, you would beg daddy to spend on braces for you.

Doolu-doolu
Parties are held at a friend's house. Commonly just eating and socializing.

Sekarang
Parties are held at clubs or ball rooms. Commonly just eating, socializing, dancing and getting drunk. (isk isk.. kids now days)

Doolu-doolu
Our fashion sense aren't that stylish. Did not learn to buy MNG or TopShop or Zara untill after spm.

Sekarang
Their fashion sense is so updated that sometimes they look older than they are. Yes they only buy MNG or TopShop or Zara!

Doolu-doolu
Do not mention about boyfriends to mum or dad if you don't want your parents to play good cop and bad cop with you.

Sekarang
Its okay to mention about having boyfriends to mum or dad. They might invite him to dine with the whole family at an expensive restaurant.

Doolu-doolu
It takes time to convince mum or dad that you need a car. Not till you're gonna graduate in less than a year then they'll give you a car and that is fortunate enough because some have to work their ass off to buy a car after graduating with a degree.

Sekarang.
You don't need a license. You just need to be 16. And daddy dearest will get you a brand new mercedes. wow. gile cam sweet 16!